..changing...

change to a better jeans

salam peeps..

i've been thinking and pondering for a quite some times.. am i still the old me as back to my old school days..? or did i change..? do people love me or do they hate me..?

the only thing which i think does not change at all is my mulut 'aci-redah-jer'..

i knew..i know and will always know.. it can be my strength and weakness..

people get hurt when the words that came out from my mouth didn't please them.. or in the other word..SARCASTIC.. i used to love sarcasm and until now i still do..

but..i notice that people around me DON'T.. those who are used to listen to my talking will find it nothing but on the other hand.. people who are not close to me..will find it RUDE..

yeahh..i'm still trying to change it.. to be more cautios.. i'm still learning to lihat-kiri-kanan before i cross the road (before i start talking)..

but seriously.. i HATE it when people who do not even know or see me.. talk rubbish and insult me.. *who in the world LOVE it when they get insulted..? =_='

yes.. you have the RIGHT TO SPEAK.. but don't ever judge me before you know me..

i can take it if you use my 'PIPI' as the source of joke.. but i can NEVER take it if you use it to insult me.. I don't give a DaMn when you 'kutuk' me if and ONLY if i know you and you are my friend.. i'm not that decent or a typical malay girl yang cakap sopan santun all the time.. i'm just me... it's good to be a decent girl but i can't be the one who does not have the REAL ME inside it..

i'm gonna change..but it TAKES time.. COERCION or anything related to that word will only make me worse..so DON'T use that although your intention is noble.. advice me in a wise way.. because it's the best way ever taught to us by our beloved PROPHET MUHAMMAD p.b.u.h..

HATERS.. hate me with all the strength you have.. because it will never bother me.. i have ALLAH and those who love me to support me..

^_~

p/s: girls jom lepak.. :P

Resign from being matric students... hehe~

Tak ku sangka finally ever after cactus dh jd ex-student matrik.... I'm gonna miss all memories there ^ ^

Apa nk citer ek... hah! cactus xpuas aty sgguh la... my 1st day hang out the day after come back from matrik ngan mok cik wani n tya..... u know wat happen to me... cactus tau korunk kompem rs, 'nothing' la coz korunk dh biasa kena gtu but for me its totally hampeh + spoil mood...

Cactus igt muka cactus dh ckup menggerunkn dh sombonk bg jantan2 kat luar sna tu but oh no! xckup rupanya... huh! cactus niat nk mkn tp last2 lain plak jd... ntah mamat yg jga gerai tu sabah or indon, cactus xsure... cactus dh la blur dia plak dgn slumber bdk sumbu mntk no fon lps amik order cactus... lps order, cactus blah dr ctu coz mls nk tgok n lyn mamat tuh...

sebaik je cactus nk amik mknn yg diorder td, mamat tu pun bersgguh2 nk kasi tisu kat cactus... cactus dgn tnpa terfikir pape pun amik je la... ye laa tisu nk lap mulut kan... then dia kasi pesanan sblm cactus blah cr 'port' nk mkn: " jgn lupa kol ye..." berkali2 plak tu jerit.. adoii... cactus plak xsyak pape.. sekali cactus nk lap mulut, tgok2 kat tisu tu ada msg rgks mamat tu + no fon skali... huh! terbantut selera mkn...patutla beria2 jerit td..

da result nya, ada mat bangla tkg kemas meja kat ctu tgh tggu nk kemas meja.. cactus ngan slumber letak tisu yg ada no mamat tu kat pggn ksg smbl tayang2 tisu bernombor tu bior mat bangla tu perasan, bior mat bangla tu kol die... hehe... niat aty nk wat jht lg tp nsb la cactus xde mood n nk blah cepat2 dr ctu... hopefully cactus xjmp mkhluk gtu dh...

wat so ever..cactus bkn nk cite mende ni sbnrnya, tp idea xdtg lg so utk meng'update'kn blog, cactus ltk je cte "hampeh" cactus kat cni... sory pd yg membaca... haha^ ^ just 4 fun~

klasmate bersama

RINDU ZAMAN PERSEKOLAHAN~~~

kongsi~

keke..korang..dalam taman bunga kita, hanya saya seorang yang minat benda2 gini kan? so tak yah la nak perkenalkan diri..kuang2...hik~ =P (( you guys know me better ))

= this is seobie...he is so kyute~!!! aigoo.. chumel sangat..cam nak punch je pp die..hik.. =

disebabkan aku suka mamat yang 'jambu'..so, last semester masa boring and tengah syok layan HLOVATE, aku pun buatla konklusi sendiri..tak ingat aku ada pernah gitau korang ke tak..huhu.. (>.<)

PREMISE 1 : aku suka yang yoseob

PREMISE 2 : yang yoseob memiliki wajah yang comel+jambu

KONKLUSI : ME LIKE JAMBU+KYUTE GUY~~~!! hahahaahaha

teka ni pic t0k apew?..keke...korang dah lama tak jumpa aku kan2?..so korang mesty tak tahu condition my handphone nokia tuh..hakhak...nazak nak mampus~ gila betol..teruk sangat..hemm, mak aku ada beli handphone baru, so anak dia pun nak la jugak..hak3..*jaat aku*.so aku edit this pic nak wat wallpaper my new handphone yang bakal aku miliki nanti..hik..korang, terharu tak? antara family penting bagi aku >> AINANISYIRADAMIRA, SUJU and BEAST~huhu... ((korang kalo tak menitis air mata tak tahu nak kata pe dahh =.=))

ni plak pic google background aku..still tak leh blah lagi..haha..jangan marah..keke..best menatap muka dowg nie~ so pasni, aku ingat nak post tiap2 hari benda2 merapu kat sini coz ley tengok dowg sentiasa..hak2 :p

ni plak aku edit my bias lam BEAST and SUJU..hukhuk...then watkan jadi twitter background *asal aku tak pandai edit pic chumel2 ek? tgn kayuuuu~*

ni plak pic @shazwani_starz bagi kat aku..masa tu aku tengah tension nak check result final exam, nervous2 then dia hantar pic ni kat aku, pe ag.. XD for sure senyum lebar..huhu... ^^ dia edit time cuti b4 g mesir...keke... ^^ thanks wani~!!!! *dulu jadi desktop background but now tukar pic BEAST dah~~

saya kembali

+ b2uties, kikwang wink~~ +

Assalamualaikum semua..saya kembali..bunga dahlia yang sudah lama layu..keke...i am so sorry tak sempat nak tulis and singgah sini..rasa bersalah jep..tapi korang tak marahkan? hihi...

hahhh, pe nak cter nie ek.. SANGAT CANTIK BLOG~!!! thanks to TULIP dear..(btw, me bukak guna google chrome okey jew..huhu.. *ah, naseb baik wireless UIA memberi kerjasama t0k saya mencurahkan kata2 di sini..hik...

ah, chumel tak mamat atas tu? hope can find someone like him untuk di jadikan 'kawan'..hik.. =P

sudahnye aku da minat group baru la pulak.. thanks to @asylawaiiwaii and her friend yg membuatkan saya geram kat group nie..hik~

:: B2ST is the BEST ::

junhyung..kikwang..yoseob..dojoon..dongwoon..hyunsaeng

---nothing to say actually coz aku selalu luah perasaan kat twitter..it feel better..huhu..----

-just miss you guys..korang izinkan aku rindu korang tak? hik-

::MaLuMu BeRhArGa::

~Diriwayatkan daripada Abu Hurairah katanya:

~Nabi Muhammad S.A.W bersabda :

Allah telah mencatat ke atas anak Adam cenderung habuannya daripada zina. Ia mesti berlaku tidak dapat dielakkan lagi. zina dua mata ialah pandangan, zina perasaan ialah cita-cita dan keinginan mendapatkannya, manakala kemaluanlah yang menentukan nya berlaku atau tidak.~~

_wAhAi wAnItA sOLEhAh_

~lembutmu tak beerti kau MUDAH DIJUAL BELI~

~kau mampu menyaingi lelaki dalam berbakti~

~lembut bukan hiasan, bukan juga kebanggaan~

~tapi kau sayap kiri pada SUAMI YANG SEJATI~ ~di sebalik bersih wajahmu, disebalik tabir dirimu, ada rahsia AGUNG~

~tersembunyi dalam diri~

~itulah sekepinh hati, YANG TAKUT PADA ILAHI~