Ana pun terkejut bila ana akhirnya berjaya dpt akses internet stlh berush berthn lamanya..(overnya)Syukurlah doa ana dan teman2 dimakbulkan. Hmm... baru2 ni ana menangis truk sgt. Tangisan ni ketiga truk slps exam sjrh time f3 n kena boikot dlu.
Ana dah lama pendam perasaan sbb teman2 ana kata ana ni sensitif n telinga ana pun dah naik bernanah dgr kritikan diorg sume, so ana dah jarang menangis n klu ana sakit hati pun, ana simpan dan cuba lupakan lps menyibukkan diri dgn homework.
But when my feeling was disturbed by my bad result, I felt very small among my clever frenz.If u had been in my place, u will know how it feel. So that, I was truly sincere praise one of my frenz that she's clever and surely teachers were giving hope for her to get straight A's. But Im not praising her only, I also praise others but I didn't mention it to them.
U know, when we are not in a good mood suddenly was scolded and warning hardly by someone, we cannot control our feeling anymore.When someone praise us, we must express our grateful to God for giving u something special that not all people have. I know that person know her abilities well and me as her frenz also others also can see her special ability.
I also long time ago was an excellent student just like her. I scolded the person that praise me because I think that they innuendo me. But when Im just an average student like just now, I feel regret for not appreciate what my frenz feel about me. It does not mean that we really want to be praise, but it was a motivate for us to be more good than before.
Whatever happens if u are good in something, u must improve it to be more better and dont leave ur frenz feel not competent to u but take her with u, motivate her and help her to be as good as u. If u leave her without helping her, u are such a selfish person that only want to be better than other.
Whoever u are, of course we must humble but we also must be grateful when someone appreciate us. Okey. thats all. Sorry, Im not really good in english. Can I wrote in Malay?
Itulah sedikit sbyk yg ana nk bgtahu. Ni pandangan ana, klu antuma x stuju, ana x rugi apa pun. Ni juga peringatan utk semua bkn utk org tertentu je.
Ahaa... ana nak sapa Tulip jap, bagus anti dgn teman lg sorg baca sajak 2. Sajak 2 sesuai utk ana dan ana rasa sebak gak bile dgr tp ego sbb mak bpk duduk sblh, ana tahan je air mata. Sori sbb ana x blh nk brckp n duduk skali ngan korg sume td, walaupun ana dah maafkan tp u know we must take some time and dont worry Im okey now. Well, u know me!
Lg satu, antara sume yg gempak ana antara yg lemah so bantulah ana klu x nak ana puji anti dah. Nanti bila ana dah pandai sure anti x yah dgr pujian dr ana. Klu x, sorry if i repeat that situation again. Hehehe.... Watever! (kata2 dr Ku Tlah Jatuh Cinta)
Maybe ana xkan muncul beberapa lama lg dlm blog ni, so x yahla korg baca pandangan ana yg mungkin menyakitkan hati ni. Klu nk ana muncul, doaknla ana dpt akses internet lg.